ROUND 2

well...a simple look at the blog and any idiot will tell ya its a dead blog..well....errm..it was...nov 13 2008 was the last...today its 28 aug 2009...few months away from a year...and im struggling to find a reason for not coming back..i guess it was loads of life changing moments that has happened since then...' life can change in a sec' thats what my olf folks used to say..never quite understood it until recent events that have happened around me ....in my last post i highlighted about the supposed 'direction' this blog is gonna go and i vanished. if u ask me today...there's no need of direction bull^^%&..... coz no matter how much planning is done...life will take the direction it wants to take....u can plan on how u wana bake a cake or design a car but it works diffrently for the livin breathing kind.....yeah yeah...im not saying u must not have goals..u should! i do and im in the course of meetin em.... but life is such that u cant control certain elements, fer example u prepare with all ur heart for an exam but u get admitted a few days b4 it starts due to an ilness........ or u still missed that plane even after the placement of 4 alarms and repeated calls from ya significant other thats waitin for u in her house....u see...... there was planning in these 2 situations but it took the course that it was suppose to take because thats how it works i guess...maybe this is where a little prayer comes in...............i aint the religious type but maybe its for this situations that we have the stated medium...in my opinion prayer ties deeply with a hope and i guess thats the missing link in all this...or is it??? its obvious we dont have a control panel for the course of life but maybe.........just maybe........ if we ever had one..we will never know the meaning of life and waste the time given by the powers that be to be here....in my opinion..hang on...strap in...sit tight..do whatever....but never look back and never let go until the ride ends..and even then...be cheeky and ask if could try a diffrent ride;)... p.s i think this post is fuelled by hours of hearing folk and blue eyed soul;)( go google it fer the meaning of the latter) ok fine ..just think of jack johnson and u get the pic..but the post was more due to Ari Hest and Jason Reeves... awesome singers...go check em out..will try to post em here ....felicia i need ya help on that!